write as therapy

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

It hurt but rigth by your side is all that i want..

And the story goes by

Tanggal 4 Agustus kemaren saya sidang TA sekaligus ujian Kompre…Karena pada dasarnya nyali saya ini kecil sekali, saya mengirim sms ke semua teman2 saya,dengan harapan,mreka beramai-ramai memanjatkan doa buat saya…Dan seperti yang sudah saya kira dan saya harapkan,saya mendapat banyak sms bernada positif yang semakin memperbesar nyali saya dan menguatkan tekad saya pada H-1 sidang.Mereka sebagian besar adalah orang2 organisatoris yang punya banyak kosakata penyemangat dan kata2 motovasi lainnya,mereka adalah motivator handal yang luar biasa..sungguh beruntung saya menjadi bagian dari mereka.Tapi karena saat itu stress saya berlebihan, (lebih2 karena dituduh hampir merusak hub org) saya jadi meng underestimedkan diri saya sendiri.Semua sms saya baca dengan penuh tangis haru…saya tidak menyangka kalo saya masih berhak dicintai sebesar segunung cinta yang diberikan sahabat2 saya,dan orang yang bahkan sampai saat ini masih sangat berarti bagi saya.

Nissa,Kang Aang,Ipe,Mb yu Alin,Esti,mba Nina,mba Amel,mba Febri, Nana, Ferdi, Bpk Ibu, Bwebek, Hastien, Bagus, Smua penghuni student center, smua anak2 BEM, bonbon,Abang2ku..dan Rendra.

Hiks..bagaimana aku harus membalas budi baik kalian??

GAJI PERTAMA??!!!

hahahaha…indahna kalo kita merayakan smuana dengan gaji pertamaku…

Doain biar cepet dpt kerja yaw… =)